Can anyone tell me how my summer ended so damn fast and it’s already october 20th?
This summer was probably the quickest summer I’ve ever had in my eighteen years of life. I saw most of my friends either go to college or just simply went away. And it’s funny how, in only a month, you can disconnect with people who you used to see and talk to every day.
Even though these past four months are kind of a blur, I’m sure this summer will not be one to forget. It would be a lie to say that it was an ordinary vacation in which all i did was relax and perhaps visit the beach. I had an extraordinary week with my friends at South Bethany beach. I think I went to about ten raves/festivals and damn did I fall in love with that culture. I feel like some of the memories that this summer has given me will last me a lifetime. Unforgettable, really.
I’ve also had a very spiritual summer. I feel much more enlightened, as cheesy as that sounds. The things I’ve learned have made me much more calm and, at the same time, happy, about life. There’s just so much that I’ve learned in such a short period of time that it makes me really wonder what’s in store for the rest of my life. The word “changed” comes in and out of my head a lot. I really do think I’ve changed a lot in a short period of time and at one point it worried me because I thought I would lose close acquaintances because of it. But, in the end, I’ve talked to friends and they tell me that, actually, I haven’t changed much and that I’m still the same curious person that I was a decade ago.
As of right now all I’m doing is working and trying to get some money. College is around the corner but I’m still not quite sure about what I really want to do. I often wonder about what I’m gonna do with the rest of my life but I always come to the conclusion: fuck it, i’m still young and i can do whatever the hell I want.